thank you, forgive me.

i have been everyone's great disappointment

my mom,my dad,me

and you

and i never thought that it would hurt you this much

forgive me

i think i have the talent to disappoint everyone that i love

but i thank you

for giving me this one chance

one last chance

to make things right

to change myself

to make me worthy

for my own sake

because i don't want to lose  you

i don't want not being friends with you

i cherish those moments

even in the future

even we are not meant to be together

i want to have a memory with you

and i don't want to ruin those moments again

just because of my selfishness

i'm sorry

and thanks

for giving this one last chance

and i'm not going to ruin it.

i miss you a lot, teddy.