So in 7 years, what happened?
2013 - succesfully graduated my masters
2014 - started working, travelled with friends, changed company within 6 months.
2015 - started my educator career. Got engaged. A week after that, my dad had a stroke.
2016 - married. Resigned from my first school.
2017 - got a new job, but husband lost job. Got job back in May.
2018 - travelled to Phuket, got injured during vacation
2019 - got pregnant
2020 - covid happened. Gave birth to a pretty human being called Sofea Zahra.
I do really hope no one finds this blog active. Because i need a place to pour my heart out, considering I have less friends, and my husband, well, who would want to burden your husband right?
I do need to rant it out:work,family issues, personal issues etc. I am very close to the brink of depression. And I feel that typing it will be the best.
I did not have it diagnosed, but i do think i went through post partum depression, and it affects me still.
There are days I feel empowered, there are days I feel like crashing myself to a tree or harm myself. Thus, after 7 years, I am back, writing and typing for my own sake.
It is going to be from the heart this time. But hey i will definitely type out happy moments too.
See you in the next post.
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